Exams are here and I am down there!!!!

exams are here.......
haihzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz............................................

who on earth invented exams????
that guy ought to be shot..... BY ME!!!!!

lolz..... releaseing stressssssssss......

i'm not studying.......

lolzzzzzzzz

haihzzzzzz

some1 shoot me!!!

weeeeee~~~~~~~

Crush - David Archuleta

Woah.....
when i 1st heard this sond i was really captivated by it.
then i went and search this song. lo and behold, its none other than young archie.
his voice is superb. not a fan of his but it really is good. haha. heres the lyrics!!

Enjoy... and be amazed... lolz

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

"Why do I keep running from the truth...... cuz i know this crush ain't goin away"

Powerless...

and here i am...
lying down..
with no strength...
no power...
no will...
no force...
nothing...
seems like everything i have done have came back to get me..
and all i could do was stand ground..
and take every hit...
but....
now here i am...
lying on the floor...
without a strength left in me...
i do not have any more strength to lift myself....
is anyone gonna come help me?
or must i alone force myself to get up...
like i have always did...
or can i just...
stay lying here like that....
so that i dont need to bear the pain anymore...

Tired.........

Tired.... i'm so.....

Tired......

why do i feel this way....

But all i know that....

I'm feeling very tired now....

Very...........

How.....

Why....

I need someone.....

Anyone.....

Just grab my hand....
hang on to me....

Dont let me fall....

Please......

I beg of u.....
Is anyone out there?
is there....?

Hello?

Hello?
is that you?
ya..... you over there?
hah?
nola...... its juz that....
ya..... juz waiting.....
been for some time already...
hah?
some time i guess...
sometime..
hey
mind you...
can i say something?
ya... something that has been tugging my heart....
can i tell u this secret?
hold it and never give me away k
its this.....
now keep it quiet
this secret is between u and me k
its between u and me..

the lost of yesterday has come back to haunt me

Where has those days gone to, that now i live to regret....

i'm still feeling repetitions of the past..
days are long...
and my body grows tired
times in life gets harder
and worst...
rekindle the past
why now.......

and to make things worst....
it seems like the lost of yesterday has
yet again rear its head and force me to lose again
for once....
lost..
hmph.... losing is not what i'm here for
but still.....
regret has never been this big a blow to me
*sigh*
what am i doin...
what was i thinking......
why am i in this....
things are gonna get out of hands.....
i'm very sure of it....
seems like yesterday......

but i sure hope that day will hold back...
and never come...

oh well.....
Come then.....
i'm ready
i hope....

I GOT IN!!!!!!!!

one random guy with a random phone number called me....

"hello? ini Mr. Teh?"
still half asleep, "ya... ini siapa?"
"oh ini panggilan dari pejabat pos. saya nak tanya kalau encik akan berada di rumah hari ini"
"ya.. saya akan berada di rumah, kenapa?"
"oh... ada hantaran dari Universiti Monash yang encik kena sain"
AWESOME!!!!!

and i finally got the admission letter...
after dunno how many days i waited and i thought kena rejected....
WHERE CAN REJECT ME???
i'm IAN......
*cough cough cough*
okok... back to topic

i'm in monash!!! am i suppose to be glad or what??
lolz.....
of coz i would be offered admission...
i'm IAN......
*cough cough cough*

anyway what i was juz trying to say.....
i'm juz being lame....
thats it!!!!
LOLZZZZZZZZZZ
-_-"

okok.... i got into monash... full stop....
hahahaha.......
signing off
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*beep*