Misunderstanding? LOLZZZZZ =.='

about the EMO nonsense i wrote the past few months....
(lolz.... i know this blog is pretty much dead!!! MUAHAHAHAHA)

i wrote it out of boredom -.-"
lolzzzzz
it really has nothing to do with my life. hahaha
i get a lot of ppl coming to me asking me bout my blog.....LOLZZZ

like Asher, "hey... u ok ah?"
then i'll go "ya i'm fine. y?"
"i read ur blog. u sure u ok?"
hahahahaha
SRY FOR USING U AS EXAMPLE ASHER!!!
but seriously it was the funniest... lolzzz
so no worries ppl.
its really 100% done out of boredom
hahahahaha
anyway yup.... i'll TRY my BEST to bring this blog back to life
i think i will... oh well... lolzzzz
*gone*

Powerless...

and here i am...
lying down..
with no strength...
no power...
no will...
no force...
nothing...
seems like everything i have done have came back to get me..
and all i could do was stand ground..
and take every hit...
but....
now here i am...
lying on the floor...
without a strength left in me...
i do not have any more strength to lift myself....
is anyone gonna come help me?
or must i alone force myself to get up...
like i have always did...
or can i just...
stay lying here like that....
so that i dont need to bear the pain anymore...

Tired.........

Tired.... i'm so.....

Tired......

why do i feel this way....

But all i know that....

I'm feeling very tired now....

Very...........

How.....

Why....

I need someone.....

Anyone.....

Just grab my hand....
hang on to me....

Dont let me fall....

Please......

I beg of u.....
Is anyone out there?
is there....?

Hello?

Hello?
is that you?
ya..... you over there?
hah?
nola...... its juz that....
ya..... juz waiting.....
been for some time already...
hah?
some time i guess...
sometime..
hey
mind you...
can i say something?
ya... something that has been tugging my heart....
can i tell u this secret?
hold it and never give me away k
its this.....
now keep it quiet
this secret is between u and me k
its between u and me..

the lost of yesterday has come back to haunt me

Where has those days gone to, that now i live to regret....

i'm still feeling repetitions of the past..
days are long...
and my body grows tired
times in life gets harder
and worst...
rekindle the past
why now.......

and to make things worst....
it seems like the lost of yesterday has
yet again rear its head and force me to lose again
for once....
lost..
hmph.... losing is not what i'm here for
but still.....
regret has never been this big a blow to me
*sigh*
what am i doin...
what was i thinking......
why am i in this....
things are gonna get out of hands.....
i'm very sure of it....
seems like yesterday......

but i sure hope that day will hold back...
and never come...

oh well.....
Come then.....
i'm ready
i hope....

I GOT IN!!!!!!!!

one random guy with a random phone number called me....

"hello? ini Mr. Teh?"
still half asleep, "ya... ini siapa?"
"oh ini panggilan dari pejabat pos. saya nak tanya kalau encik akan berada di rumah hari ini"
"ya.. saya akan berada di rumah, kenapa?"
"oh... ada hantaran dari Universiti Monash yang encik kena sain"
AWESOME!!!!!

and i finally got the admission letter...
after dunno how many days i waited and i thought kena rejected....
WHERE CAN REJECT ME???
i'm IAN......
*cough cough cough*
okok... back to topic

i'm in monash!!! am i suppose to be glad or what??
lolz.....
of coz i would be offered admission...
i'm IAN......
*cough cough cough*

anyway what i was juz trying to say.....
i'm juz being lame....
thats it!!!!
LOLZZZZZZZZZZ
-_-"

okok.... i got into monash... full stop....
hahahaha.......
signing off
3
2
1
*beep*

Ah Sher and Pam and Mel's Bday!!!!!!

i know its very long time ago but pardon the busy-ness in Ian's life la.....
its not as if he bloggs for a living.....(he plays maple and dota).... but oh welll.......

here is the long awaited updates!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA

the plan is simple.....(according to our nooberesan mastermind - Abudan)

we take Pam, and say we gonna have a surprise party for Ah Sher and Melanie.......
we tell Ah Sher, order a cake, we gonna surprise Pam and Mel.........
and we tell Mel, get a cake and we gonna surprise Pam and Ah Sher......
for the 3rd cake.... Kelly's gonna bring it.....
simple?
sounds simple but we, (thanks to Dan) faced many complications as we put the plan to action...
and this was the result....

A beautiful Bday for 3!!!!!!!
(but trust me u wouldnt wanna try planning a triangle surprise bday)

so we settled down at BBQ PLAZA in Aeon!!!!
we had lots of fun and for me its seriously fun throwing surprise bdays for ppl!!!
LOLZZZZZ

Yup.... we ppl in BBQ Plaza.... i dunno what Kelly doin so dun ask me XD

The 3 cakes for the 3 bday girls

and since there were 3 cakes and less than 20 of us......
Ah Sher decided to play the game she loved a lot.... eating a spoon of mixed crap... lolz....

and Dan was lucky number 1!!!! lolz........
and he should be happy he was 1st cuz the content of the spoon
increases as the game progressed... hehehe.......

Kelsey and Darren was next to get fed.... lolz.........
see Pam laughing? lolz..... she never knew what was gonna hit her

hahahaha..... yup...... she ate that disgusting combo of...
i forgot what was inside already.. haha

Kelly in action... HAHAHAHA

LAST but not LEAST.... HAHAHA
AH SHER!!!!! yup.... she got a taste of her own game
oh well
wanna look at that goo closed up?

i forgot whats inside... hahaahahha
courtesy of Reuben and me....
lolzzzzzz... its a good thing i didnt kena.. haha
yup.... thats the group pic of all of us.....
me and daniel LOLing...
hahahaa

it was a great surprise party and oh well... it was great
and its great to have these great friends.....
signing out.... *beep*