Sunday, April 13, 2008

Powerless...

and here i am...
lying down..
with no strength...
no power...
no will...
no force...
nothing...
seems like everything i have done have came back to get me..
and all i could do was stand ground..
and take every hit...
but....
now here i am...
lying on the floor...
without a strength left in me...
i do not have any more strength to lift myself....
is anyone gonna come help me?
or must i alone force myself to get up...
like i have always did...
or can i just...
stay lying here like that....
so that i dont need to bear the pain anymore...

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Tired.........

Tired.... i'm so.....
Tired......
why do i feel this way....
But all i know that....
I'm feeling very tired now....
Very...........
How.....
Why....
I need someone.....
Anyone.....
Just grab my hand....
hang on to me....
Dont let me fall....
Please......
I beg of u.....
Is anyone out there?
is there....?

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Hello?

Hello?
is that you?
ya..... you over there?
hah?
nola...... its juz that....
ya..... juz waiting.....
been for some time already...
hah?
some time i guess...
sometime..
hey
mind you...
can i say something?
ya... something that has been tugging my heart....
can i tell u this secret?
hold it and never give me away k
its this.....
now keep it quiet
this secret is between u and me k
its between u and me..